Thursday, October 4

i am bored.

maple's patching.
no one's talking to me on msn.
i have no life.
i am a loser.
i am a loner.
i'm a hermit in maple.
and so i am in real life.
the definition of "hermit":

1. a person who has withdrawn to a solitary place for a life of religious seclusion.
just that it's not religious.
2. any person living in seclusion; recluse.

i'm now suffering from maple withdrawal symptoms.
oh! someone save me.
from this
boredom.

bibliography : definition of HERMIT taken from www.dictionary.com

9:13 PM

Friday, September 28

Hmm seems like I haven't updated for long xDD yeahhhhhh 5 papers over, 4 more papers left :D I WILL SURVIVE!!

Hmmm.. yesterday i was trying to change my skin but blogger wouldn't let me do it so i got pissed off and kinda "closed down" my blog. But i have "opened" it again!! :D But it's been so dead for so long :/ ah who cares. ughhh now cbox is not working with me! so annoying!!!! i bet when i decide to find another tagboard, it will be FINE. it's just to test my blood pressure you see. Just testing how long it will take for one of my blood vessels to burst!!!

anyway. Tomorrow's Saturday!!!! YAY. I LOVE saturdays :D but not this saturday. I have to STUDY. Like so many other poor student souls out there :(

12:31 PM

Friday, September 14

Ughhhhhhhhhhh MEP SUCKSSSSSS

i HATE COMPOSITION!!!! hahaha and history was easier than expected
xDDDDDDD

6:07 PM

Monday, August 20

I've this sudden interest to write lyrics again. now i need to write melodies. but with no guitar or piano background, oh wells, anyone care to work with me to write songs? if not i have to LEARN to play some chord producing instruments. but that's just a CHORE. maybe i should've taken up the piano instead of the guitar. actually, i kinda like the piano, although it's really just pressing some wooden things, and the that the piano can be blamed for allllll the intonation problems. =D

Hmmmmmmmm I think I'm not going to do well for MEP this year, my paper was done horribly this term, and i can't play my pieces well and the practical assessment is like ONE MONTH away. oh wells. good bye a1 and scholarship and 880i/660i. I've managed to conclude some things about myself. There are:

I'm stupid
I have small eyes
I'm ugly
I have no life

Not that anyone really cares. But yeah.

8:44 PM

Tuesday, August 14

Okay I haven't been updating my blog. The last one was that EMO post. But now I'm feeling HAPPY! Not really, actually, I almost died 15 minutes ago. Well, Sharifah D. was being crazy and suddenly screamed BUS! to Cherlyn. That was when I was about to swallow my drink (Blue Ice, some cooling drink thingy, minty minty kind of this) and I choked. Well, being choked is not the BEST kind of feeling. The drink was like just stuck there, neither going up nor going down. I couldn't breathe! And yeah. I started tearing. Then Sha D was just there continue being crazy and I was there dying. So yup, that was the first time I cried in class =D due to the lack of oxygen =D It's okay, Sha D, I forgive you :)

Roar. I got 13/20 for Geography! Yay! At least I didn't FAIL like last term! 8/20 xD Hey! I improved by 5 marks k! So yeahhh I'm feeling QUITE happy now. Oh yeah last week we got back our Science papers and I got highest in class!! =DDDD And also, I got a distinction for the Rio Tinto Science competition =D Hehehe!!! So yup.

The National Day Holidays went by like POOF. IT was like SO fast. I went out to watch ALONE on Wednesday. O.M.G. It was HELL freaky! DON'T watch it, if you haven't. If you have, you know how freaky it is =D Thursday I had a BBQ at my house, invited my father's friends and families to my house. It wasn't really a BBQ, we kinda ordered cartered food. Ha but it was still enjoyable. :) Friday I went to watch Rush Hour 3. Damn sick lar. But funny too :D I can't really remember what happened during the weekend. It was all a blur :X (Or maybe I'm just lazy to talk about it)

Boo!! CCA's in like 5 minutes! hahahaha! 4 minutes now. BUHBYE

2:14 PM

Tuesday, August 7

why do i even bother?
why do i even care?
you don't bother listening to me
because of you, i worry
because of you, i'm scared

he was right.
i doubt
i doubt everything there is to doubt

maybe this was the fairytale i wanted
but not quite
for so long it lasted
but i'm starting to see the light

the darkness
confusion
everyone contradicts each other
i'm not sure who to believe
in this world i'm just a person
with feelings that are fading
fading
for you

so tell me why
i laugh yet cry
so tell me why
i hide it inside
tell me, tell me
i'm not sure anymore

6:49 PM

Thursday, August 2

omg omg omg omg! STRESS! Left with History, Literature and Maths. Okay. HISTORY'S TOMORROW and I'm like using the computer. I CAN'T STUDY. MY BRAIN IS GONNA POP SOON. and I'm PISSED OFF because SOMEONE PANG SEH-ED ME. yeah yeah say yes and then PANG SEH ME. FINE!

URGH and I HATE TCHAIKOWSKY!!!! WHY COMPOSE SUCH A DIFFICULT PIECE AND MAKE ALL THE MUSICIANS IN THE WORLD SUFFER?? WHY?!!!!!!! ARRRRGHHHHHH PISSED OFF!!!!!